Tag: Caroline’s Spine

The First Five of Twenty-Five

If I were to make a post about all 25 of the songs on my Music Footprint list that would be slightly insane. It makes sense to break the list up into groups of 5. These songs aren’t in any specific order.

Drawing Flies – Soundgarden

As you can imagine choosing one single Soundgarden song for me was a difficult decision. I waffled back and forth between several keeping in mind I wanted a song I had a personal connection to rather than it just being a favorite song. I ended up choosing this song because it is something I relate to as an artist. Its’ a song about hitting a creative brick wall, in Chris Cornell’s case it was writer’s block when writing for the album Badmotorfinger. For me this song stuck out from the rest of the material on Badmotorfinger because of it’s upbeat sound and its use of a small horn section. The lyrics are smart, catchy and the antithesis of the cheery music.

Sitting here like uninvited company
Wallowing in my own obscenities
I share a cigarette with negativity
Sitting here like wet ashes
With x’s in my eyes and drawing flies

Stupid Boy – The Gear Daddies

The lyrics are very much straightforward. Lead singer Martin Zellar, sings, from the a girl’s point-of-view, about a girl who discovers a little to late that her man isn’t so special. In fact, he’s just another stupid boy like all the others. All I can say is this: So. Many. Times.

I feel sick and i feel used
You ain’t the boy i thought i knew
You go and put me on your shelf
You never think of no one else but yourself


And lord i’m sick and lord i’m tired of love
And lord i can’t believe it’s true
You’d think after five years i would know you but i don’t
And after all this time i come to find
You’re just another stupid boy
You’re just another stupid boy

Wide Eyes – Badflower

I waffled again on which song to choose with Badflower as well. If I could have I probably would have picked Move Me, but this song has never been released officially and it’s only found on YouTube. For me Wide Eyes speaks to me as much as the same as Move me, but it’s more polished and not as blunt. Wide Eyes tells the story of a relationship that meant more to the narrator than the other person involved in the relationship and how it emotionally wrecked the narrator when the other person moves on. I am sure that I am not the only one who has been through a relationship likes this. Thankfully I was able to move on past it, though it took time. I must confess, my favorite part of the song is when lead singer, Josh Katz screams “I’m the rage I’m the bad guy…” I feel that in my bones. *Warning: This song has a bit of language in it that some might find offensive. If that’s you, you don’t have to listen.

Brand New Shine – Soul Asylum

This fun, peppy, Pop-sounding song was a bit of a departure for Soul Asylum and it get’s me bopping every time I hear it. Yes, it’s another song about a relationship, but the spin here is when the relationship is new, everything is wonderful and how perfect that person is from their “old old hat” to their “blown-out shoes”. This feeling is something I certainly feel when I start to get to know someone, not just romantically.

Wallflower – Caroline’s Spine

This list would not be complete without something from Caroline’s Spine. Spine played such a large part of my life for such a long time. Every song brings back a flood of memories of my friends and our adventures. Wallflower is not my favorite song from Spine but admit I really connect to the lyrics. I’m an introvert and I’ve often felt like I was on the outside, watching. In short, a wallflower.


I could have died,
maybe I should have died.
when I saw you walk inside.
and as you shut the door
I put my eyes back on the floor.
when all I really wanted was to look some more.


does a wallflower play,
or does a wallflower stay on his wall?


you see I live alone,
but I’ve made my happy home.
all my furniture is centered around my phone.
I’m waiting for the call,
my imaginary friends and all.
those who would never let me be taken by the fall.


does a wallflower know,
when it’s time he outgrow his wall?
tell me does a wallflower know
when it’s about time he outgrow his wall…
yeah his wall…


time and time and time and time and time and only time has feeling for me.
maybe, maybe father time will feel sorry for me.
I knew, I knew where there was a time, when i knew it all.
why don’t I ever leave my wall?
why don’t I ever leave my wall?
why don’t I ever leave my wall?
…please don’t ever leave my wall, my wall.


you know that siren’s getting louder,
and these people are starting to crowd in on me.
(all I smell and taste is garlic and gunpowder)
’cause I shot the bad guy dead –
but he got me in the head.
oh with the girl of my dreams
she’s mentioning to me how much I’ve bled.


where do the wallflower go,
when their flowers get pulled from this wall?
oh and though she says I’m brave and bold,
she knows a flower cannot hold up a wall.
I can’t hold up this wall any longer…
no any longer
’cause all I have is time and time
and time
my only friend, time and time, please some more time.
I think i’m over, I think I’m over, I think I’m over…

Influential Album Challenge Day 10 – Caroline’s Spine Monsoon

February 14, 1998. First Avenue, Minneapolis, MN. The day my Caroline’s Spine adventure began.

It was the day I first saw the only band that I would consider sharing the number one spot with Soundgarden’s Badmotorfinger on my, oh so important influential album challenge. Caroline’s Spine is not only a big influence music-wise, but it also a personal connection that, really I wouldn’t care to separate from the music. As I mentioned, it was a nearly 10 year epic journey “following” a band, meeting and making some life-long friends and an all around good time.

On that February day, my friends Cathy, Russ and I had decided to go and see a Sebastian Bach concert at the famous First Avenue in Minneapolis. Caroline’s Spine was the opening band. Generally speaking I am rarely moved by opening act, but this band was different right out of the gate. From the first song, which I would find out later was called Jumpship, I was completely blown away. My friend Cathy and I looked at each other halfway through their set in amazement. After the show we went over to the merch table intent on buying their CD. Unfortunately, they were sold out.

I drove down to Mankato the next day in search of their CD Monsoon. Once purchased it was on permeant rotation in my CD player. I was not alone in my new found obsession, as my friend Cathy had it just as bad. I told her that once summer came around and if they had a show anywhere within 8 hours driving distance, we’d go. Our next show was in Lincoln, NE (or was it Sioux Falls, SD? It’s all such a blur!) followed by the New London Music Fest somewhere deep into Wisconsin. Not too long after this we started seeing familiar faces at the shows and making new friends. I met one of my greatest and dearest friends, Seven, at a show in Cedar Rapids, IA. She and I had some of the best road trips ever. Every show it seemed that our little family added a new face or two. Through the years many of us have stayed close, even if we do not get together like we used too. Every time I hear Rainbow Connection I think them.

When I first saw Spine they were touring in support of their CD Monsoon. Basically, Monsoon is comprised of the “best songs” from the bands four previous indie releases (Caroline’s Spine, …So Good Afternoon, Ignore the Ants and Huge). They were remastered or re-recorded. These songs were the backbone of any Spine show, but to really get Spine, I almost think you had to see them live.

But back to the album. There is a strong lyrical storytelling aspect to Monsoon, especially on the band’s most recognizable song, Sullivan. It is a retelling of five brothers from Waterloo, IA stationed on the same ship in the South Pacific during WWII. The music is somewhere between alternative and hard rock, a post-grunge sound if you like (which is a thing). Upbeat and in-your-face with some of the catchiest guitar riffs around.

I’ve always thought it a shame that Spine didn’t get the recognition they so rightly deserved. Do yourself a favor. Go over to YouTube and search for Sullivan. Or any of their live shows. You won’t be disappointed.